20 Agustus 2002

Here i am, living in a life without a life
Making friends in un-reality,
coz no one I can trust in reality,
coz I dont belong
They say, dont hope too much in un-reality.
but again.. what is real and what is not?
When u feel hurt inside you, is it not real?
And what is life without hope?
You just can't understand.
Infact, you will never be able to understand,
Unless u;ve been there. before that, u'll just laugh and telling everybody how stupid and fool i have been.
here i am, living in a life with nobody around
the only friend i have is just my work.
who stays with me from 8am to 9 pm and if i;m lucky..
it stays with me until 2am in the field where I have to go for overtime
the only friend that can make me forget about time that just never end.
the best friend i can ever find... here..,
i wish i can have more friend like that
One day I notice a conversation, a very short one..
He said "Do you miss me?"
She just smiled and then leave with a note saying :
"When u start to dream, and turns out the dreams is not real, u'll hurt your self"
Can you imagine if Graham Bell didnt dream to make a conversation from distance?
This page u are now reading will not exist.
Can you imagine if they dont dream to fly? dream to have the brightness in the night?
Dream to go to the moon?

They asked me to leave my hopes, my un-reality friends, my dreams...
I have no life. I;m dead already.
Coz here I am, living in a life without a life

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