IN YOUR HEART WHERE I SHOULD BE

I know it’s time, it’s time to get away
Make it over all the way
Stop the dream I have repay
And forever live in pain


I wonder where it goes, after sometime I let go
All the hopes I couldn’t told
Ain’t no silent turn to gold


You cut deep to my skin, even wound my heart but still
I see the beauty of the scar
Like a painting of the sky when the sun began to shine


I know your hurting me, is that the way you’re loving me?
Is that the way that I must feel?
I keep on asking


But I, I know now what you feel
I know that it’s not real
All this time, it’s just a scheme, just a fantasy


And I, I wish that I was wrong
I wish that you were here
Holding me when I’m in need
In your heart where I should be


I know you’re gone, you tried to get away
And I alone who have to pay
All the things you left behind
There’s no exit I can find


I start to heal the pain, and forever it remains
And I start to miss the pain
And I miss you


Sri Lanka, 21 July 2002